Michelle Trachtenberg aka Nicki LOL

This is effin hilarious omg...you cant say yo dont love it if you do your a hater...hahaha

GoDelly

so this someone whose totally fearless in his video blogs..everything I've seen is pretty humorous..I chose this particular video because it had so much TRUTH in it..everything he touched on are things that most people have thought at least sometime.. [dont deny it..i see you] lol..

"you MAC bitches" and "you bitches that work at BEBE"
"Up against the wall"
"Dark lipstick"


Basically he just made alot of sense in this video so ummmmm [WATCH][ENJOY]khayy...[muah]

totally loved this video..

I must say I didnt really FEATURE Brandy like that..nothing against her..she just have never been on my iPod but after this video I completely respect her mind.. I just thought everybody should see it who maybe hasn't... [muah]

Rockin out with Our Cocks Out ep1 LOL

A day with some of the close ones back in California..totally miss this..this was way beofre i moved across the country and left them gosh... "Rockin out with Our Cocks Out" is what we call it cause anything can be said and anything can happen once "record" is pressed..as you can see absolutely no edits or anything..just Raw and unCUT lol [muah]

year of the FAKE and FRAUDS 2009

ummmmmmmm so the end is approached...and in all my thoughts and memories..I've noticed this was the year I lost alot of friends gained way more appreciation for my family thaan ever..

Like this was the fakest year of... [the mask wearing, mirror disguising, quoted vocabulary spittin, masquerade ball mall walking, most photoshoped picture award giving, "imma bad barbie bitch" saying, people afraid to be themselves] them all.

I wanna blame it on the technology boosting everyones ego but then again I blame it on them. Like people really walking around tainting the universe with false fabricated livings... So even though in my mind 2010 is just another day im hoping people's Resolution is to be themselves this year..

Candy Slice [humorous]

Thought this was the funniest and most creative thing I've seen all day lol.. so i post it duhh... direct from you tube...

"SEX...[pause] HIM"



HIS LIPS COVERED ME LIKE AN INDEX FINGER GOING OVER SENTENCES BEING READ YET TOUCHING EVERY WORD.....

HE USED ALL TEN FINGERS ALL TWO LIPS TO TOUCH MY BODY SLOWLY....

NOT ONLY DID HE MAKE ME SCREAM, BUT MY ACTUAL BODY SUCH AS MY LEGS, MY ARMS, MY TUMMY, EVEN MY BREAST THEY SCREAMED AS WELL.....


THEY SCREAMED IN MOVEMENTS..... MY LEGS WOULDNT STOP ITS TREMBLE, MY ARMS CONTINUED UP AND DOWN THEY COULDNT BE SETTLED....MY BREAST FELT AS IF THEY HEART INSIDE THEM THAT WOULDNT STOP BEATING.....AND MY TUMMY DID CRUNCHES ON ITS OWN....

IT WAS SO AMAZING, MY DAZE AS OF NOW WONT STOP DAZEING.....

IT WAS ABSOLUTELY SO GOOD I WANTED TO SING...(LOL) "SO GOOD, SO GOOD, SO GOOD".....OKAY BUT NOW BACK TO REALITY....

I WANTED HIM TO GO SO DEEP INSIDE ME THAT MY SHOUTS FOLLOWED MY MOANING THEN SCREAMS....I SWEAR I WAS TRYNA HIT THE MARIAH CAREY HIGH NOTE.....

HE REACHED MY MIND AND TOUCHED MY HEART WITH EVERY STROKE....EVERYTHING WAS DONE TO PLEASE ME....AND STRESSFUL THOUGHTS HE EASED ME....

HIS MASCULINITY WAS SHOWN AS HE EMBRACED EVERY TRICKLE UP HIS SPINE....HE SATISFIED TO EVERY DEFINITION OF THE WORD....

THERE WAS A COMPLETE SMILE UPON MY FACE AS I FILLED HIS TASTE....IT PLEASED ME AS I LOOKED INTO HIS EYES, NOTICED HIM BITING ON HIS BOTTOM LIP AS A TRIED TO PLEASE HIM WITH MY HYPNOTIC GRIND, RHYTHMATIC TIME AND JUST ME ALL AT ONCE....

IT WAS THE FIRST TIME ID EVER FELT SO COMFORTABLE AS SOMEONE TOOK LONG GLANCES AT MY BODY AND GOT FULFILLMENT WHILE PUTTING MY BEAUTY INTO WORDS....BUT IT WASNT HIS SAYINGS IT WAS MORE HIS URGE.....

HE WANTED ME TO ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF PLEASURE HE'D PLACED UPON ME....I WAS SO IMACULANT YET SO PASSIONATE....

EVERY ONE OF MY MUSCLES THAT HAD TENSED IN THOSE MOMENTS HAD NOW RELEASESD FROM THEIR CLINCHED MOTIONS AND WERE NOW TIRED....THEY HAD ALL MOVED AT ONCE AND MY MIND MOVED TEN TIMES MORE....

I COULDNT THINK ONE THOUGHT AT A TIME CAUSE MY MOUTH WOULDNT PRODUCE THE WORDS AND FEELINGS FAST ENOUGH FOR THEM TO MAKE ANY SENSE.....

MY MIND AND FEELINGS HAD REACHED GREATER HEIGHTS, I NOW FEEL I AM NO LONGER A YOUNG LADY TRYING TO EXPERIENCE SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS....I AM YOUNG LADY TRYING TO REACH HER CLIMAX....WITH "HIM"

HOT femme photos..

Question..

So I've been totally questioning this move..like am I really ready for all this..

[the business]
[so many people]
[expenses bigger than ever]
[without my freekin mother]
[OMG right]

After talking to my sister/best friend I've come to the conclusion like I have to do this because if i don't I think im going to regret this.

So this is now what im looking forward to..



so at this very moment 48 days to go til im city living...

whose really ready for that??

Can't Sleep

soooooo judging by the time obviously I cant sleep..
man I never d so many thoughts going on at once. Confusion, scared, excitement, just so many thigs in one... but ummmmmm overall JOY is in my heart..

I just wanna smile. laugh. love. and experience.

[to love is to be loved]


xoxoxox

[RayRayDuHh]

thee PLAN

so basically I plan on being a New York City resident by the end of November 2009...like it's one of those things it is what it is. [poor.broke.penni-less] I have to leave Sacramento Ca with no cares to look back...

Cant keep being a wishful person...gotta get it poppin lol...last minute thought before bed... I guess a person can only plan so much before you just gotta take every risk..think of all the possible things that can go wrong...and just do it..


So now time fore thee execution 13 weeks to go...

amazing photos

This was a photo spread in TEENvogue magazine that was so amazing..I absolutely love it..



Just the way the clothes are so put together..


The hair is awesome wonderfully nestled on their heads this is sick...

song of this WEEK..

One of the stars from the Jonas brother's movie Demi Lovato is currently on thee iPOD.. song titles "Dont Forget" is something that a lot of females can definitely relate to. [summary] Boy is with Girl..relaionship.. girl noticing it's fizzling... so she ask dreadful questions pertaining to their relationship..

B O M B magazine

NYLON Magazine I would hafta say is definitely one of my favz and a magazine I would absolutely love to write for.


Reasons:fashion..music..lifestyles..and the realness of the interviews
Also I heard of some of the artist [newer artist] that the world knows of now reading this magazine. Such as Santogold and MIA. I love the fact that they depict street fashion from around the world..which in my opinion provides a variety of different looks. for people who dont subscribe to the magazine.. [which you should] go to www.Nylonmag.com just to get a feel for it.


I can definitely say for me personally the magazine has inspired some my designs..because certain things I see are so out the ordinary whice provides vision to think out of the box. When reading or even simply browsing it really does provide a sense of being fashion forward due to alot of the fashion you'll see is based on personal style from the ordinary person..to designer..and ending at the well known celebrity.

[whats not to love] definitely check it out www.Nylonmag.com

your invisible

My theory now is this...

When you have to do excessive things to make him notice you..it then becomes a not "you" problem and is simply his. A person can't make someone see them, want them, nor love them..its one of those things where it just is or IS NOT so choice is ultimately up to you what you will do with the signals.

He's not calling..
He's not visiting..
He's now forgetful

Hunny 1+1=2 it isnt rocket science..babe!!!

LOVE...

I'd compare you to the essance of the the young girl smiling as she poses for a polaroid after her second tooth that she'd wiggled for two weeks finally came out

I'd compare you to fashion..because in the pit of my stomache I see you as being the only other thing that I enjoy more than clothes, shoes and handbags.

Your the love I can't seem to let go which makes me fucking crazy in my head, because currently like a biggie smalls a-track you are the constant memorable thing in my thoughts.

I tried moving on multiple times but I can only see your eyes glaring at me as if I was being deceitful, so I stop my moving body in it's tracks..and push everyone else out of sight..

So now I sit alone...only with my thoughts replaying the old school a-track of our LOVE.